I mean, geez, guys, since October I keep seeing christmas trees and decors all around town. It makes me want to be in vacations so bad!
Whatever. I live, despite this semester being the best and the worst ever. I don't think I ever had to deal with such an amount of awesomeness and crappiness in all my life. I feel like a happy piece of shit, if that helps explain my condition.
I'm joyfully depressed, disappointed on myself and yet proud of myself for not hating myself for being disappointed on myself-- you get the point. I am a trainwreck. But I'll get over it.
I miss drawing, I'm sorry for owing stuff still, perhaps from last year. I can't take a whole bunch of commissions and still expect to finish them within a few months. Because after the first batch I lose inspiration and everything looks like crap. And I know I'm sucky for that but I STILL LOVE YOU FOR WAITING.
Holidays are coming, which means, the commissions are getting finished.
Next time I'll open up only five or six spots and finish them within a reasonable time. I'M SORRY FOR PROCRASTINATING AND DELAYING STUFF AND BEING A FAILURE.
Meanwhile, dA is emptier and emptier and I am one of the deviants dying, something I'd rather not have happening. My only way of communicating with the online world while I'm out all day is my phone, thus, instagram and tumblr. I don't check tumblr much but when I submit stuff from IG it automatically updates tumblr so it's a way to show I'm still alive. Check them out if you're out there too.
And, talking about christmas and all, we decided to cage our characters in our icons as self gifts. Because we love pain.
So, would you like christmasy themed commissions? Icons with hats? Chibies inside of present boxes?